First Part of the Journey...

ok! nanevisi neminevisam!

ta vakhti ke dobare barmigashti mineveshtaam, ama age for good nanevisi, manam dige ill stop this.

too daftar minvisam, ya too st-mary.

it wasnt the best day ever.

i gotta solve some issues wih myself first before talkin to anyone else.

there was Amid tho! the minutes i spend with him are not part of the day. they're special moments! grow up big mim! dont be a baby! remember this word! grow up... but u dont grow up Amidam. u see, grown ups break hearts. grown ups become selfish. they are inconsiderate. u stay all little and innocent. and that smile! never lose the smile. grown ups dont smile! they frown so they look more important. i dont smile! i laugh! from inside of my heart. cuz life has such unexpected surprises. like urself! he kissed me so hard that i fell down. then he laughed! all the pleasure of his laughter....

im goin to bed.

babye Emrooz!

maybe ill break my rule sometime. who knows.

shab bekherrrr

xx

Mim. Se

P.S. Happy Birthday Dude's mum.

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kar,

fekr,

Amid,

fekr,

khab...

nit

xx

Mim. Se

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its rainin like mad here.

dude called, its rainig like mad there too.

its normal here.

but there, in that heaven of a place.

it was cool tho. how it rained here and there.

there is another news to. but i'll just keep it to myself. mobarakeeee

im off to bed.

way too tired.

nit

xx

Mim. Se

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TIRED

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salam khoda, khoubi? hamechi khoube? hava oonvara chetore? inja sard shode. bazi sobha chamana yakh zade, sefid dide mishe. bad am ke dige napors. shans avordi roo zamin nisti, vagarna az bad yakh mizadi. age tunesti lotfan in aftabe inja ro yekam darajeye garmasho ziad kon. dastet dard nakone. rasti cousin e bozorg dare miad khounat. khosh be halesh. kash manam mishod biam. yadete oon bar ke oomadam? kheili khosh gozasht. bazam miam. ishala. vali haminghad ke mishe barat benevisam am khodesh khoube. khodaya vakhti cousin miad, hameye doahaye khoubesho baravorde kon. komakesh kon. tanha nazaresh.

hala ina be kenar, gharaz az mozahemat, delam barat tang shode bood, goftam barat benevisam. hamasho ke nemitunam benevisam, baziasho migam, baghiasham too gooshet badan migam.

aval inke mersi. dooset daram ziaaaaaaaaaaaad. mersi ke dooset daram. mersi ke tanham nemizari. mersi khodaya ke mano be maman o dady dadi. mersi ke maman o dady ro be man dadi. az hameye chizayi ke daram mersi, as badane salem, az fekre salem, az ghalbe salem. khodaya mersi ke nemizari ghalbam beshkane. ye khahesh, plzzzzzz nazar ghalb beshkoonam. kheili az sedaye shekastane ghalbe adama narahat misham. ziaaaaaad. to ke mano behtar az khodam mishnasi, nemitunam tahamol konam, vali age yadam bere o beshkane, vaaaaaaaaayyyyy... komakam kon. khodaya mersi az zendegi. mersi ke behem forsat dadi tajrobash konam, komak kon hamishe injouri be zendegi negah konam. rahe dorosto yadam bede. dastamo az dastet joda nakon. gom mishamaaaa. yadam mire raho haaa. nabayad yadam bere. khodaya, yek alame fekre sakht daram too saram. bazishoon moshkleshoon ine ke hal nemishan, ama baziash oonghad sakhtan ke hata nemishe beheshoon fekr kard, che berese hal konam. aslan to nabashi nemishe. "rabbe, la tazerni fardan" - " alayka tavakkalto va elayka anabto va elayka al masir". khodaya maman o dady ro komak kon. nazar sakhti o stress dashe bashan. miduni mersi az chi? mersi az mantegh. mersi az aghl. mersi az erade. age ina ro nemidadi, alan man chikar mikardam? khoda joonam, komak kon too harfam mehrabooni bashe. be hame. hame. komak kon hamaro doos dashte basham, yekari kon, oonghad khoob basham, ke mardom doost dashte bashan baham doost beshan. ke az pisham boodan khaste nashan, komak kon mardom manzoure aslimo befahman. ke fekr nakonan poshte harfam fekrie. to ke miduni, man harchi migam hamoone. manzoor o hadaf nadaram. komak kon ghalbam be ghalbet nazdik she, na! na! aslan ghalb o vel kon, be jash, mano oonghad koochik kon, ke beram ye goosheye ghalbet beshinam, ke hichvakht dige az ghalbet biroon nayam, ta vakhti ke khastam beram be ghalbe kase dige, oonam majbour she biad too ghalbe to. oonghad mersi daram ke nagoo. mersi ke hameye karam hamishe be mghe tamoum mishe. mersi ke deadline ha ro miss nemikonam. ahan rasti, mersi az zibayi. hameja hast. hameye doro bar. adam ghalbesh aramesh migire. mese ye ahange aroom e ghashang. baroon! wow! what a melody! meh! greatest orchestra. sun? a unique symphony.  and then there is stars! stars are like people. all around me. the poor two stars last night in the sky! they never reached eachother. and how they were in love. sun is like my dad tho, has the answer to everything. my mum is an ocean. and man! do i enjoy swimming in it. all so deep. to the deepest. my sis is like an angel. a real one. always there. and little bro is like a tiny little shooting star. it doesnt stay for long, but when it is there. its the most beautiful scene ever. ready to wish upon. moooon???? aaah moon! ultimate beauty. has always been in my heart! always waiting for me. one day. thanks for all of these lord. and then, thanks for Amid. nemidunam agar nabood inja moondan o chejouri tahamol mikardam. he is the reason i come back at the end of every summer. nemitunam begam Amid mesle chie. Amid faghat Amid e. uniquely Amid.

alan residam be oon ghesmati ke badan hamaro too gooshet migam. faghat in ghesmate ghalbamo mehraboon kardan o bazam takid mikonam roosh.

khoda dooset daram.

mersi ke hamishe mikhandi.

love u love u love u

shab bekheyr khoda joonam

xx

Mim. Se

P.S. ino yadam raft, komak kon betunam mohabataye adama ro appreciate konam, hata age ye vakht mohabat ham aslan appreciate nashe, bazam man mohabat konam o appreciate konam. thanxxxx again. lotsa luv xxxxx

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kheili khabam miad.

safar bad nabood.

mesle hamishe toolani.

vali sobh tooye meh roondam, which was fabz.

kheili etefaghe khasi nayoftad.

mum soup pokhte bood, bordam dame khouneye khale o cousin ye kase dadam.

dige hamin.

ba girly am daram michatam.

badesh miram khab.

nite nite

xx

Mim. Se

P.S. yasooy'daw

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quotes, fr , never forget