About me
من دیگه اینجا رو دوست ندارم
دیگه خونه ی من نیست
من توش تنهام
می خوام برم
میم... من دیگه اینجا نمی نویسم
ببخش
"تمام شدیم، تمام شدیم آقا به سادگیه یک نقطه گذاشتن
تمام شدیم
نقطه" امضا
دیگه خونه ی من نیست
من توش تنهام
می خوام برم
میم... من دیگه اینجا نمی نویسم
ببخش
"تمام شدیم، تمام شدیم آقا به سادگیه یک نقطه گذاشتن
تمام شدیم
نقطه" امضا
by: FRMS at 19:39 |
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fr
و خدایی که در این نزدیکی ست
کجایی؟
کجایی؟
by: FRMS at 11:26 |
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fr
سنگ دلا چرا دگر جور و جفا نمی کنی
جور و جفا بکن اگر مهر و وفا نمی کنی
زخم دگر بزن به دل مرهم اگر نمی نهی
درد دگر بده اگر خسته دوا نمی کنی
عهد هر آنچه می کنی وعده به هر که می دهی
عهد ز یاد می بری وعده وفا نمی کنی
تیر غمم زدی به جان تا که به خون نشانی ام
هر چه کنی بکن بتا زان که خطا نمی کنی
دلم خیلی سعدی می خواد
این روزا خیلی حال و هوای خاصی دارم
خدا رو بیشتر احتیاح دارم
یکی که دستم رو بگیره بیشتر احتیاج دارم
یکی که دوستم باشه
یکی که دوستم داشته باشه
خدایا دستم
دستم ور ول نکن
با مامانم حرف زدم، انقدر خوب بود
جور و جفا بکن اگر مهر و وفا نمی کنی
زخم دگر بزن به دل مرهم اگر نمی نهی
درد دگر بده اگر خسته دوا نمی کنی
عهد هر آنچه می کنی وعده به هر که می دهی
عهد ز یاد می بری وعده وفا نمی کنی
تیر غمم زدی به جان تا که به خون نشانی ام
هر چه کنی بکن بتا زان که خطا نمی کنی
دلم خیلی سعدی می خواد
این روزا خیلی حال و هوای خاصی دارم
خدا رو بیشتر احتیاح دارم
یکی که دستم رو بگیره بیشتر احتیاج دارم
یکی که دوستم باشه
یکی که دوستم داشته باشه
خدایا دستم
دستم ور ول نکن
با مامانم حرف زدم، انقدر خوب بود
by: FRMS at 18:53 |
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quotes, fr
انما امره اذا ارد شیا ان یقول له کن فیکون
فسبحن الذی بیده ملکوت کل شی والیه ترجعون
خدایا، بین من و تو، التماست می کنم
نشونم بده
راه رو باز کن
التماست می کنم
فسبحن الذی بیده ملکوت کل شی والیه ترجعون
خدایا، بین من و تو، التماست می کنم
نشونم بده
راه رو باز کن
التماست می کنم
by: FRMS at 08:23 |
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quotes, fr , never forget
I am in awe of you. more and more everyday.
thank you.
x me
thank you.
x me
by: FRMS at 21:29 |
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fr
that was funny! it all started with omid jalili (or jalali is it?)
the dance...
you guys are all hairy!
what a laugh!
x me
ps is today the day?
ps2 she is the world champion at coming up with excuses... lol lol lol that was a good one!
ps3 be careful you might be sleeping in the streets tonight.
ps4 thank God.
the dance...
you guys are all hairy!
what a laugh!
x me
ps is today the day?
ps2 she is the world champion at coming up with excuses... lol lol lol that was a good one!
ps3 be careful you might be sleeping in the streets tonight.
ps4 thank God.
by: FRMS at 22:54 |
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tired, smiling, fr
خواب دیدم تهران بودم
من پشیمونم، من خیلی پشیمونم از همه ی اتفاق هایی که افتاد
از همه ی اتفاق هایی که دست من بود و افتاد
من از این که همه ی چیزایی که دست من بود اشتباه شد پشیمونم
من از جایی که ایستادم خوشحالم
من از این که امروز رو می بینم که اینجا بیام بگم من پشیمونم شاکی ام
ولی حالا بهتر از هیچ وقته
می بینی... همیشه یه کاری می کنه که بگی شکر
من پشیمونم، من خیلی پشیمونم از همه ی اتفاق هایی که افتاد
از همه ی اتفاق هایی که دست من بود و افتاد
من از این که همه ی چیزایی که دست من بود اشتباه شد پشیمونم
من از جایی که ایستادم خوشحالم
من از این که امروز رو می بینم که اینجا بیام بگم من پشیمونم شاکی ام
ولی حالا بهتر از هیچ وقته
می بینی... همیشه یه کاری می کنه که بگی شکر
by: FRMS at 10:08 |
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smiling, fr , sigh
OMG i do not believe that it's already been one year!
"i wanna hang out with you..."
we discussed depressing stuff. i wrote up a study plan like we talked about. it's really tight. really really tight. God help us!
x me
ps khoda ya shokret.
ps2 i got a kanye west t-shirt! it's so cool!
ps3 thank you. thank you. words can't say it... thank you.
ps4 this thing between us is so much bigger than us. teach us how to handle it.
ps5 thank you for so many blessings. i can't even count. i can't even always see them. but you are beyond me. and this thing between us, is beyond me. thank you. thank you. thank you for that one person who's mine.
"it's yours, do whatever you want with it."
- really?
"of course."
of course you are mine.
"i wanna hang out with you..."
we discussed depressing stuff. i wrote up a study plan like we talked about. it's really tight. really really tight. God help us!
x me
ps khoda ya shokret.
ps2 i got a kanye west t-shirt! it's so cool!
ps3 thank you. thank you. words can't say it... thank you.
ps4 this thing between us is so much bigger than us. teach us how to handle it.
ps5 thank you for so many blessings. i can't even count. i can't even always see them. but you are beyond me. and this thing between us, is beyond me. thank you. thank you. thank you for that one person who's mine.
"it's yours, do whatever you want with it."
- really?
"of course."
of course you are mine.
by: FRMS at 22:10 |
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fr , never forget, sigh
ای گل تازه که بویی ز وفا نیست تو را
خبر از سرزنش خار جفا نیست تو را
ما اسیر غم و اصلا غم ما نیست تو را
با اسیر غم خود رحم چرا نیست تو را
جان من سنگ دلی، دل به تو دادن غلط است
رفتن و لاست (؟) ز کوی تو ستادن غلط است
تو نه آنی که غم عاشق زارت باشم
دیگری جز تو مرا این همه آزار نکرد
آنچه کردی تو به من هیچ ستمکار نکرد
بشنو پند و مکن قصد دل آزرده ی خویش
و ر نه بسیار پشیمان شوی از کرده ی خویش
چه با مناسبت اومد
خبر از سرزنش خار جفا نیست تو را
ما اسیر غم و اصلا غم ما نیست تو را
با اسیر غم خود رحم چرا نیست تو را
جان من سنگ دلی، دل به تو دادن غلط است
رفتن و لاست (؟) ز کوی تو ستادن غلط است
تو نه آنی که غم عاشق زارت باشم
دیگری جز تو مرا این همه آزار نکرد
آنچه کردی تو به من هیچ ستمکار نکرد
بشنو پند و مکن قصد دل آزرده ی خویش
و ر نه بسیار پشیمان شوی از کرده ی خویش
چه با مناسبت اومد
by: FRMS at 23:17 |
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quotes, fr , so-so
You're the ink to my paper
What my pen is to my pad
The moral, the very fiber
The whole substance to my rap.
You are my reason for being
The meaning of my existence
If it wasn't for you
I would never be able to spit this
These sentences I do and the irony
Is you rely on me as much
as I rely on you to inspire me like you do.
You provide me the lighterfluid to fuel my fire
You're my entire supply
Gas, the match, the igniter.
The only way that I am able to stay so stable
Is you're the legs to my table
If you were to break I'd fall on my face.
But I'm always going to make you feel
I don't need you as much as I really need you
So you don't use it to your advantage.
But you're essential to me
You're the air I breathe
I believe if you ever leave me
I'd probably have no reason to be.
You are the Kim to my Marshall
You're the Slim to my Shady
The Dre to my Eminem
The Elaina to my Hailey.
You are the word I am looking for when
I'm trying to describe how I feel inside
And the right one just won't come to my mind.
You're like the pillar that props me up
The beam that supports me
The bitch who never took half,
The wife who never divorced me.
You're like the root to my evil
You let my devil come out me
You let me beat the shit out you
Before you beat the shit out me.
exactly how i felt....
x me
ps lifehouse - hanging by a moment
What my pen is to my pad
The moral, the very fiber
The whole substance to my rap.
You are my reason for being
The meaning of my existence
If it wasn't for you
I would never be able to spit this
These sentences I do and the irony
Is you rely on me as much
as I rely on you to inspire me like you do.
You provide me the lighterfluid to fuel my fire
You're my entire supply
Gas, the match, the igniter.
The only way that I am able to stay so stable
Is you're the legs to my table
If you were to break I'd fall on my face.
But I'm always going to make you feel
I don't need you as much as I really need you
So you don't use it to your advantage.
But you're essential to me
You're the air I breathe
I believe if you ever leave me
I'd probably have no reason to be.
You are the Kim to my Marshall
You're the Slim to my Shady
The Dre to my Eminem
The Elaina to my Hailey.
You are the word I am looking for when
I'm trying to describe how I feel inside
And the right one just won't come to my mind.
You're like the pillar that props me up
The beam that supports me
The bitch who never took half,
The wife who never divorced me.
You're like the root to my evil
You let my devil come out me
You let me beat the shit out you
Before you beat the shit out me.
exactly how i felt....
x me
ps lifehouse - hanging by a moment
by: FRMS at 17:28 |
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quotes, smiling, fr , never forget
promise...
by: FRMS at 00:00 |
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fr
Hello, I'm Dami's girlfriend.
And I think everyday should be like today.
Do not spoil it!
x me
And I think everyday should be like today.
Do not spoil it!
x me
by: FRMS at 21:42 |
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tired, smiling, fr , easy, never forget, thumbs up
cannot wait!
hope it all goes well.
God be with me.
x me
by: FRMS at 23:28 |
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fr , easy
Good God, thank you.
x me
by: FRMS at 12:07 |
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smiling, fr , easy
today was ok.
yea maybe it was better than that. i liked the way i talked to people, so natural so normal.
tomorrow should be interesting!
x me
by: FRMS at 23:13 |
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fr , easy
You think you know me just because you know my name
You think you see me 'cause you've seen every line on my face
You want to want me just because I say that I want you
But does it matter if anything I'm saying is the truth
You need somebody, somebody to hold onto
But this ain't the movies, and we ain't heroes
Staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
The streetlights buzz as the cars roll by and the moon don't give a damn
My boots just keep on walkin', but a heart don't understand
Why I'm staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
I said that I want you, but when we woke up one of us was crying
You rolled over and all you said was, "Man, I think I'm dying"
Our song is over, this band of gold has been feeling like a noose
You place your bets 'cause no one thinks they'll lose
Staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
The streetlights buzz as the cars roll by and the moon don't give a damn
My boots just keep on walkin', but my heart don't understand
Why I'm staring at your window
The light of love can blind you 'til you cover up your eyes
And you try to find the reason not to say good bye
It's the curse of every sailor standing on dry land
Staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
The night is fading like my old tattoo
A heart and a dagger that says "Forever"
Staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
The streetlights buzz as the cars roll by and the moon don't give a damn
I'm getting tired of talkin', even I don't understand
Why I'm staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
azat badam miad mituni befahmi?
ino ke mikhunam yade oon rooz mioftam ke baraye avalin bar shenidamesh va hey fekr kardam ke e cheghadr in kalame ha ashna hastan... hamoon ja ke vaysade boodam vgaht mikoshtam eynak ha ro negah mikardam, asheghe oon eynake vogue shodam, vali naraftam beporsam ke che joorie o ina... bayad beram baraye check up a cheshmam, test lazem dare, kheili vaghte... man eynak e vogue mikham, man hanooz cheshmam donbale oon eynak e armani e ke ba oona didam... cheghadr behem mioomad.cheghadr oon do ta har do shoon alan avaz shodan, az hich kodoomeshoon khabar nadaram. kash hame chi khoob bashe. motmaenam ke hame chi khoobe.
khodaya... ye chizi beshe dige!
The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusted in Him and I am helped. Psalm 28:7
what if we never happen? what am i gonna do then?
x me
You think you see me 'cause you've seen every line on my face
You want to want me just because I say that I want you
But does it matter if anything I'm saying is the truth
You need somebody, somebody to hold onto
But this ain't the movies, and we ain't heroes
Staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
The streetlights buzz as the cars roll by and the moon don't give a damn
My boots just keep on walkin', but a heart don't understand
Why I'm staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
I said that I want you, but when we woke up one of us was crying
You rolled over and all you said was, "Man, I think I'm dying"
Our song is over, this band of gold has been feeling like a noose
You place your bets 'cause no one thinks they'll lose
Staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
The streetlights buzz as the cars roll by and the moon don't give a damn
My boots just keep on walkin', but my heart don't understand
Why I'm staring at your window
The light of love can blind you 'til you cover up your eyes
And you try to find the reason not to say good bye
It's the curse of every sailor standing on dry land
Staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
The night is fading like my old tattoo
A heart and a dagger that says "Forever"
Staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
The streetlights buzz as the cars roll by and the moon don't give a damn
I'm getting tired of talkin', even I don't understand
Why I'm staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
azat badam miad mituni befahmi?
ino ke mikhunam yade oon rooz mioftam ke baraye avalin bar shenidamesh va hey fekr kardam ke e cheghadr in kalame ha ashna hastan... hamoon ja ke vaysade boodam vgaht mikoshtam eynak ha ro negah mikardam, asheghe oon eynake vogue shodam, vali naraftam beporsam ke che joorie o ina... bayad beram baraye check up a cheshmam, test lazem dare, kheili vaghte... man eynak e vogue mikham, man hanooz cheshmam donbale oon eynak e armani e ke ba oona didam... cheghadr behem mioomad.cheghadr oon do ta har do shoon alan avaz shodan, az hich kodoomeshoon khabar nadaram. kash hame chi khoob bashe. motmaenam ke hame chi khoobe.
khodaya... ye chizi beshe dige!
The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusted in Him and I am helped. Psalm 28:7
what if we never happen? what am i gonna do then?
x me
by: FRMS at 21:49 |
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quotes, fr
i can't stand a lot of things. this cough is one of them.
stupidity is another.
bitter sarcasm is another.
i wanna sleep.deep sound sleep.
stupidity is another.
bitter sarcasm is another.
i wanna sleep.deep sound sleep.
by: FRMS at 20:25 |
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fr
ای ساربان آهسته ران کارام جانم می رود
وان دل که با خود داشتم با دلستانم می رود
من مانده ام مهجور ازو درمانده و رنجور ازو
گویی که نیشی دور ازو در استخوانم می رود
گقتم به نیرنگ فسون پنهان کنم نیش درون
پنهان نمی ماند که خون بر آستانم می رود
محمل بدار ای ساروان تندی مکن با کاروان
کز عشق آن سرو روان گویی روانم می رود
او می رود دامن کشان من زهر تنهایی چشان
دیگر مپرس از من نشان کز دل نشانم می رود
...
گفتم بگریم تا ابل چون خر فرو ماند به گل
این نیز نتوانم که دل با دل ستانم می رود
...
در رفتن جان از بدن گویند هر نوعی سخن
من خود به چشم خویشتن دیدم که جانم می رود
...
دیگه چی می تونم بگم؟
من سه بار این رو تجربه کردم، حتی اگه اونی که تجربه می کرد خود من نبودم
وان دل که با خود داشتم با دلستانم می رود
من مانده ام مهجور ازو درمانده و رنجور ازو
گویی که نیشی دور ازو در استخوانم می رود
گقتم به نیرنگ فسون پنهان کنم نیش درون
پنهان نمی ماند که خون بر آستانم می رود
محمل بدار ای ساروان تندی مکن با کاروان
کز عشق آن سرو روان گویی روانم می رود
او می رود دامن کشان من زهر تنهایی چشان
دیگر مپرس از من نشان کز دل نشانم می رود
...
گفتم بگریم تا ابل چون خر فرو ماند به گل
این نیز نتوانم که دل با دل ستانم می رود
...
در رفتن جان از بدن گویند هر نوعی سخن
من خود به چشم خویشتن دیدم که جانم می رود
...
دیگه چی می تونم بگم؟
من سه بار این رو تجربه کردم، حتی اگه اونی که تجربه می کرد خود من نبودم
by: FRMS at 23:48 |
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quotes, smiling, fr , easy, never forget
awesome... suits the mood::
alicia keys - no-one
sorry mim se to be robbing you off pink tonight...
you think you can write in a different color today? pls? :D
by: FRMS at 22:53 |
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fr
gotta run to tesco to get some stuff before it's too late... will write more when i get back.
i'm still feeling very ill; though this morning i felt better than the day before... you know how it is.
i dunno what to do with her. dunno what to say. dunno if i should just shut up and listen when she talks or if i'm supposed to tell her what i think or to give her advice. i dunno....
and it's hard to have this responsibility over your shoulder, have this person call you their friend and not be able to be a good friend to them... cos really... what's the point?
no matter how many times we've talked about this... it's always the same. she goes ahead and does what she wills. then she changes her mind. then again.... then comes back crying to me.. and again and again...
what do you do when you don't feel friendship where it's supposed to be?
what do you do when you can't deliver what's expected of you?
it makes me sad. sad to think i don't have any friends.
ps i remember: 08112007 - must have been around 1900
- what you smiling at?
: i'm just thinking... i just remembered how happy you are when you are happy with me... :)
and then listens to me talking about my earrings.
I came home smiling that day... feeling we had the best conversations...
but the fights... the energy spent on them... is taking its toll on me now. but i'll be ok, inshallah.
ps2 i looked like an eskimo when i went out just now - lol
aah.... khoda ro shokr. khoda ro shokr. khoda ro sad herzar martabe shokr.
ps3 zendegi kheili gohe... kheili naarde, kheili bade. har joori fekr mikoni, har joori be ghazie negah mikoni, mibini har chi koochiktar, har chi tanha tar, behtar. zendegi kheili gohe, baes mishe adam be cheshm o nazar o jadoo eteghad peyda kone. zendegi kheili najoore, majbooret mikone bavar koni felfel khordan bade, chon me'dato daghoon mikone. zendegi be adam yad mide tanha bashe. zendegi be adam yad mide behtarin rah, ba khodet boodan, o ba khodet tanha boodane. mardom kheili badan. kheili haghiran. kheili na chizan. mardon kheili hasoodan. va hesaadat ajab ghodrati dare.... naboodet mikone.
ps4 nabayad ina ro migoftam. nemikham dige hich kas ina ro bekhoone. nemikham kasi bebine too saram chie, too delam chi. mikham hame ye dar ha ro bebandam.
mim se... chikar konam? chera nemizari dar ha ro bebandam? man por harfi mikonam. az por harfi e khodam mitarsam. pashimoon misham. vali age bekham harfe del bezanam ke nemitunam saansoor konam. man doost daram ba khodam roo rast basham. chikar konam?
x me
i'm still feeling very ill; though this morning i felt better than the day before... you know how it is.
i dunno what to do with her. dunno what to say. dunno if i should just shut up and listen when she talks or if i'm supposed to tell her what i think or to give her advice. i dunno....
and it's hard to have this responsibility over your shoulder, have this person call you their friend and not be able to be a good friend to them... cos really... what's the point?
no matter how many times we've talked about this... it's always the same. she goes ahead and does what she wills. then she changes her mind. then again.... then comes back crying to me.. and again and again...
what do you do when you don't feel friendship where it's supposed to be?
what do you do when you can't deliver what's expected of you?
it makes me sad. sad to think i don't have any friends.
ps i remember: 08112007 - must have been around 1900
- what you smiling at?
: i'm just thinking... i just remembered how happy you are when you are happy with me... :)
and then listens to me talking about my earrings.
I came home smiling that day... feeling we had the best conversations...
but the fights... the energy spent on them... is taking its toll on me now. but i'll be ok, inshallah.
ps2 i looked like an eskimo when i went out just now - lol
aah.... khoda ro shokr. khoda ro shokr. khoda ro sad herzar martabe shokr.
ps3 zendegi kheili gohe... kheili naarde, kheili bade. har joori fekr mikoni, har joori be ghazie negah mikoni, mibini har chi koochiktar, har chi tanha tar, behtar. zendegi kheili gohe, baes mishe adam be cheshm o nazar o jadoo eteghad peyda kone. zendegi kheili najoore, majbooret mikone bavar koni felfel khordan bade, chon me'dato daghoon mikone. zendegi be adam yad mide tanha bashe. zendegi be adam yad mide behtarin rah, ba khodet boodan, o ba khodet tanha boodane. mardom kheili badan. kheili haghiran. kheili na chizan. mardon kheili hasoodan. va hesaadat ajab ghodrati dare.... naboodet mikone.
ps4 nabayad ina ro migoftam. nemikham dige hich kas ina ro bekhoone. nemikham kasi bebine too saram chie, too delam chi. mikham hame ye dar ha ro bebandam.
mim se... chikar konam? chera nemizari dar ha ro bebandam? man por harfi mikonam. az por harfi e khodam mitarsam. pashimoon misham. vali age bekham harfe del bezanam ke nemitunam saansoor konam. man doost daram ba khodam roo rast basham. chikar konam?
x me
by: FRMS at 16:40 |
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smiling, fr , easy
i loved the way you were with me today.
[50 cent]
happiness... that's all it takes.
other than that... very ill, hope to recover by tomorrow.
x me
[50 cent]
happiness... that's all it takes.
other than that... very ill, hope to recover by tomorrow.
x me
by: FRMS at 23:05 |
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fr , easy
boghz nakon, gerye nakon, agar che gham keshide-i
baraye man faghat begoo khaab e badi ke dide-i
in joorie...
nefrat yeho miad. yeho hame ye vojoodeto migire. va to hame chi yadet mire. in ke hame chi che joori shoroo shod. in ke cheghadr mikhastish. in ke raftare to ta hala chi boode, in ke oon kie va rabete ye shoma chie. nefrat yeho miad. nefrat, hame ye vojoodeto migire va to hich chize dige nemibini.
yek saat oonja mishini.
boghz nakon
gerye nakon
na hcon dele man rish mishe, na chon dele man mimire, na chon mimiram barat.
boghz nakon
gerye nakon
chon dige nemitunam tahamol konam,
chon dige fayde yee nadare.
nefrat hame ye vojoodeto migire. too sooratet dide mishe, too negaahet, too cheshmaat. too harekat e labet vaghti ke harf mizani. too harfayee ke mizani. too lahni ke dari vaghti ke harf mizani.
nefrat az hameye vojoodet peydast. az sedaye bolandet, lahne naa mehraboonet. az negahe khasmaanat. az harekat haye dastet. az in ke be man migi behem dast nazan.
az in ke holam midi.
nefrat hameye vojoodeto migire. mishini zamin, too sarma. boghz mikoni, gerye mikoni. az in nefratet migire. az in ashk, az in sarma. hameye vojoodet mishe pore nefrat. hatta az in ke maskh oonja neshesti asabani mishi. hatta az in ke yaaraaye pa shodan nadari, asabani mishi. hatta az in ke vaghti migi nemituni oon nemifahme, az in az hame bishtar asabani mishi. nefrat hameye vojoodeto migire, saret mikhad ke monfajer beshe. mikhay ke bemiri. chand bar hatta khodeto miini ke miri zire mashin o bad mibini ke hichi nemishe.
eltemas mikoni.gerye mikoni. nafaset bala nemiad. fayde nadare.
mikham man chikar konam? chikaret konam ke saket shi? chera tamoomesh nemikoni? chi baes mishe tamoomesh koni?
saket mishinim, midunim ke in behtarin raahe. nafas mikeshim, vali hava nadare.
hameye ina, baraye chi???
sare hichi.
sare... hichi!
ahmagh.
nafahm.
haghet nefrate.
haghet raftane.
haghet...
akhe cheghadr khodkhahi?
akhe fekr kardi ki hasti?
emrooz mishe.
baz ham nefrat miad.
aa o aa. baz ham miad. baz ham be khodet fohsh midi ke chera. baz ham migi i say never again again! ah. bas nist? key mikhay yad begiri? key bozorg mishi? key adam mishi? halamo dari be ham mizani.
paak sazi kheili kare khoobie. paak sazi adamo rahat mikone. paak sazi ejtenab na pazire. na.... paak sazi ye entekhabe. paak shodan ejtenab na pazire.
pish miad.
migzare.
adam eshtebah mikone.
adam eshtebahesho mifahme.
adam mige az eshtebahesh sharmandast.
adam az eshtebahesh sharmande mishe.
adam khejalat mikeshe.
adam fekr mikone bayad rahe dige yee bashe.
adam tanha mishe.
tanhayee ye rahe.
pish miad.
hamamon tanhayeem.
tanha naboodan faghat ye illusion e.
aah ey falak ey aasemaan... taa key setam bar asheghaan...
beshno to faryaade maraa... aah ey khodaaye mehrabaan...
i want easy.
it's time for easy. and if it doesn't work.... so be it.
you don't even understand how much i really want you... and only you.
reply
reply
reply
reply
dammit reply now
now
reply now
do it
just say something
reply
now
please
come on
say it
whatever it is say it
i wanna know
what are you thinking?
tell me
please?
i'm waiting
i'm listening
reply
whatever it is
i'm sure you have something to say
just say it
why is it so hard
yes
: what if what i said actually comes true?
- i dunno. but i think it tells me something that you are even thinking that.
i was kidding. i was only joking, forget it.
hate it when you talk to me like that.
baraye man faghat begoo khaab e badi ke dide-i
in joorie...
nefrat yeho miad. yeho hame ye vojoodeto migire. va to hame chi yadet mire. in ke hame chi che joori shoroo shod. in ke cheghadr mikhastish. in ke raftare to ta hala chi boode, in ke oon kie va rabete ye shoma chie. nefrat yeho miad. nefrat, hame ye vojoodeto migire va to hich chize dige nemibini.
yek saat oonja mishini.
boghz nakon
gerye nakon
na hcon dele man rish mishe, na chon dele man mimire, na chon mimiram barat.
boghz nakon
gerye nakon
chon dige nemitunam tahamol konam,
chon dige fayde yee nadare.
nefrat hame ye vojoodeto migire. too sooratet dide mishe, too negaahet, too cheshmaat. too harekat e labet vaghti ke harf mizani. too harfayee ke mizani. too lahni ke dari vaghti ke harf mizani.
nefrat az hameye vojoodet peydast. az sedaye bolandet, lahne naa mehraboonet. az negahe khasmaanat. az harekat haye dastet. az in ke be man migi behem dast nazan.
az in ke holam midi.
nefrat hameye vojoodeto migire. mishini zamin, too sarma. boghz mikoni, gerye mikoni. az in nefratet migire. az in ashk, az in sarma. hameye vojoodet mishe pore nefrat. hatta az in ke maskh oonja neshesti asabani mishi. hatta az in ke yaaraaye pa shodan nadari, asabani mishi. hatta az in ke vaghti migi nemituni oon nemifahme, az in az hame bishtar asabani mishi. nefrat hameye vojoodeto migire, saret mikhad ke monfajer beshe. mikhay ke bemiri. chand bar hatta khodeto miini ke miri zire mashin o bad mibini ke hichi nemishe.
eltemas mikoni.gerye mikoni. nafaset bala nemiad. fayde nadare.
mikham man chikar konam? chikaret konam ke saket shi? chera tamoomesh nemikoni? chi baes mishe tamoomesh koni?
saket mishinim, midunim ke in behtarin raahe. nafas mikeshim, vali hava nadare.
hameye ina, baraye chi???
sare hichi.
sare... hichi!
ahmagh.
nafahm.
haghet nefrate.
haghet raftane.
haghet...
akhe cheghadr khodkhahi?
akhe fekr kardi ki hasti?
emrooz mishe.
baz ham nefrat miad.
aa o aa. baz ham miad. baz ham be khodet fohsh midi ke chera. baz ham migi i say never again again! ah. bas nist? key mikhay yad begiri? key bozorg mishi? key adam mishi? halamo dari be ham mizani.
paak sazi kheili kare khoobie. paak sazi adamo rahat mikone. paak sazi ejtenab na pazire. na.... paak sazi ye entekhabe. paak shodan ejtenab na pazire.
pish miad.
migzare.
adam eshtebah mikone.
adam eshtebahesho mifahme.
adam mige az eshtebahesh sharmandast.
adam az eshtebahesh sharmande mishe.
adam khejalat mikeshe.
adam fekr mikone bayad rahe dige yee bashe.
adam tanha mishe.
tanhayee ye rahe.
pish miad.
hamamon tanhayeem.
tanha naboodan faghat ye illusion e.
aah ey falak ey aasemaan... taa key setam bar asheghaan...
beshno to faryaade maraa... aah ey khodaaye mehrabaan...
i want easy.
it's time for easy. and if it doesn't work.... so be it.
you don't even understand how much i really want you... and only you.
reply
reply
reply
reply
dammit reply now
now
reply now
do it
just say something
reply
now
please
come on
say it
whatever it is say it
i wanna know
what are you thinking?
tell me
please?
i'm waiting
i'm listening
reply
whatever it is
i'm sure you have something to say
just say it
why is it so hard
yes
: what if what i said actually comes true?
- i dunno. but i think it tells me something that you are even thinking that.
i was kidding. i was only joking, forget it.
hate it when you talk to me like that.
: what does it tell you?
no no no
not like this.
not like this that whatever i say you return it by pouring a bucket of cold water on me.
no, not like this.
no kisses
[] me
no no no
not like this.
not like this that whatever i say you return it by pouring a bucket of cold water on me.
no, not like this.
no kisses
[] me
by: FRMS at 23:01 |
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fr
حس می کنم دارم می میرم
چقدر آخرین حرف های امروز خوب بودن
راجع به دو هفته دیگه
که من می گم و تو می گی که می دونی
که فکر می کنیم چی کار کنیم
که بعدش چی
که بعد ترش چی
چقدر دوست داشتنی بود
چقدر قبلش بد بود
چقدر سرم درد می کنه
چقدر اشک
چقدر سکوت
چقدر نفرت
می خوان با هم ازدواج کنن
آیا این ها هیچ ربطی به هم دارن؟
چقدر آخرین حرف های امروز خوب بودن
راجع به دو هفته دیگه
که من می گم و تو می گی که می دونی
که فکر می کنیم چی کار کنیم
که بعدش چی
که بعد ترش چی
چقدر دوست داشتنی بود
چقدر قبلش بد بود
چقدر سرم درد می کنه
چقدر اشک
چقدر سکوت
چقدر نفرت
می خوان با هم ازدواج کنن
آیا این ها هیچ ربطی به هم دارن؟
by: FRMS at 21:59 |
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fr
And I say never again again.
It was very difficult, very intimate, very fragile, but we managed to come out of it holding our heads up high, despite there being a drop of tear on my cheek... But we managed it. And tonight, I'm proud of us more than anything else. We are learning.
For our own personal growth.
We've decided it will always be for our own personal growth.
God be with me.
x me
It was very difficult, very intimate, very fragile, but we managed to come out of it holding our heads up high, despite there being a drop of tear on my cheek... But we managed it. And tonight, I'm proud of us more than anything else. We are learning.
For our own personal growth.
We've decided it will always be for our own personal growth.
God be with me.
x me
by: FRMS at 23:58 |
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fr
I'm so angry, I'm so hurt that i feel numb.
I'm so angry I could punch somebody in the face right now.
I'm so angry I dunno if I wanna see you again.
I'm so angry right now, I dunno if I wanna talk to you again.
I'm so angry, I don't wanna talk to you now, I don't wanna see you now.
I can't do this any more. I can't handle this. I'm tired of this. I want somebody who makes me laugh. You fucking piss me off.
gofuckyourslef
I told you I should keep quiet.
I'm so angry I could punch somebody in the face right now.
I'm so angry I dunno if I wanna see you again.
I'm so angry right now, I dunno if I wanna talk to you again.
I'm so angry, I don't wanna talk to you now, I don't wanna see you now.
I can't do this any more. I can't handle this. I'm tired of this. I want somebody who makes me laugh. You fucking piss me off.
gofuckyourslef
I told you I should keep quiet.
by: FRMS at 22:04 |
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fr
there's a word i've never said out loud... it's been running in my head a lot today...
.fuckface.
God knows why i've been thinking about that!
ye fekre dige ham kardam... dige nemikham benevisam. vaghteshe. dige nemikham.
x me
.fuckface.
God knows why i've been thinking about that!
ye fekre dige ham kardam... dige nemikham benevisam. vaghteshe. dige nemikham.
x me
by: FRMS at 20:31 |
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fr , its time
best day y far in a long time
by miles
x me
ps keep it up!
ps where is your green hoody?? on my bed, i swear!
by miles
x me
ps keep it up!
ps where is your green hoody?? on my bed, i swear!
by: FRMS at 06:43 |
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fr , easy
hichi nadaram behet begam. ye chizaye emrooz kheili khoob bood, vali hatta hosele nadaram begam chi. emrooz hanooz mariz boodam, vali ye kam behtar. emrooz harf zadanet baham jaleb bood.
emrooz ma ba ham khoob boodim. emrooz kheili bahal bood. emrooz ashke khodamo dar avordam... kheil kalafe shodam. az khodam. az tekrari boodane ghazie. man tamam e oon chizayee hastam ke too hame ye atrafianam mano aziyat mikone.
ey baba...
farda koli rooze emtehane!
khodaya pisham bash.
x me
emrooz ma ba ham khoob boodim. emrooz kheili bahal bood. emrooz ashke khodamo dar avordam... kheil kalafe shodam. az khodam. az tekrari boodane ghazie. man tamam e oon chizayee hastam ke too hame ye atrafianam mano aziyat mikone.
ey baba...
farda koli rooze emtehane!
khodaya pisham bash.
x me
by: FRMS at 23:15 |
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fr
you have to stop treating this relationship like its a boxing match only one of us can win. it'll be nice if u could drop the gloves and trust me.
-GA-
I was very ill today. Everything else was good. The phone call, the friend. The lover, the friend, the messages,the long night out.
- Do you think you can forgive me for all the things about me that bother you?
: Yea.
- I hope so.
: Yea. Can you?
- Yes.
: Aiit.
And that's how it's done.
And that was the 19th.
x me
-GA-
I was very ill today. Everything else was good. The phone call, the friend. The lover, the friend, the messages,the long night out.
- Do you think you can forgive me for all the things about me that bother you?
: Yea.
- I hope so.
: Yea. Can you?
- Yes.
: Aiit.
And that's how it's done.
And that was the 19th.
x me
by: FRMS at 20:00 |
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quotes, fr , easy
When you saw me flirting, you smashed a glass; when victor heard I had an affair he started crunching poll numbers. I need a man who cares enough to explode when he thinks he's gonna lose me. I don't just love you, I love the way you love me.
by: FRMS at 21:01 |
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quotes, fr , dhw
I was going to write this but I forgot:
I might feel better tomorrow; tomorrow might be different. I just have to see what the day brings.
(Tomorrow is already here and I don't know how to feel.)
by: FRMS at 05:59 |
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fr
I'm tired of running let's walk for a minute.
by: FRMS at 20:30 |
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quotes, tired, fr , sigh
OMG this is getting way out of hand; and I the person who was applauded for the way I handled a very tricky situation just a couple of days ago, have no idea as how to tackle this one. I do not know what to do, what to say. I do not know what the right thing is. Some might say it's already too late to be thinking about the right thing; I am already in too deep to get out. God.
OMG this is too delicate. It's about people's lives. It's about right or wrong; the future; dammit, it's about ME!
OMG this is about forever. This is about always, everyday, every second of the day. This is not healthy. But what do I do? What can i do?
Have I really made a big big horrible mistake? One that I will never be able to take back?
I'm scared.
I cannot do this anymore. I just can't.
I don't know how to wipe my hands clean of this.... but I want to. I want out.
I want OUT.
igetangrywaytoooftenwaytoodeepishouldstopitstimeistoppedrememberonc
eisaidbetrayaliswhatigetfrommyselfeverysingledayrememberthatitssotruei
tssuchashamethatthatisstilltruegodhelpmeigottastopstabbingmyselfhelpme
OMG this is too delicate. It's about people's lives. It's about right or wrong; the future; dammit, it's about ME!
OMG this is about forever. This is about always, everyday, every second of the day. This is not healthy. But what do I do? What can i do?
Have I really made a big big horrible mistake? One that I will never be able to take back?
I'm scared.
I cannot do this anymore. I just can't.
I don't know how to wipe my hands clean of this.... but I want to. I want out.
I want OUT.
igetangrywaytoooftenwaytoodeepishouldstopitstimeistoppedrememberonc
eisaidbetrayaliswhatigetfrommyselfeverysingledayrememberthatitssotruei
tssuchashamethatthatisstilltruegodhelpmeigottastopstabbingmyselfhelpme
by: FRMS at 21:21 |
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fr , stop it, scared and worried
تمام شدیم آقا آیا مثل همه نقطه هایی که می گذاریم؟
آقا! تمام شدیم با یه دو سه بوسه؟ ما باورمان نمی شود. ما باورمان نمی شود که نقظه ها.... سه نقطه
نه! این رابطه تمام نمی شود انگار تو گفته بودی و من هیچ نگفتم و من نگاه کردم و پذیرای دست تو شدم
تو گفتی ما تمام نمی شویم و من و من باور کردم و من مهمان تو شدم و من از تو گفتم و من از ما گفتم و من از همه ی چیز هایی گفتم که هرگز نگفته بودم
و تو می بینی؟ هر بار که فکر می کنی همه چیز به خوبی می رود ناگاه ناکار می شویم؟
دیده بودی آن درخت کهنه که تکیه گاه من بود به گریه؟ دیده بودی؟ دیده بودی من امروز فکر کردم اگر جا بجایش کنم می فهمی یا نه
و من حالا فکر می کنم که آیا دوست می داشتم این ها را می فهمیدی یا نه
همه ی آن چه از تو نوشتم و تو هیچ وقت نفهمیدی آیا هیچ وقت خواهی فهمید و من فکر می کنم
من باید می خواندم باید بیشتر می خواندم
من باید می بودم من باید بیشتر می بودم
من دل تنگم
من دل تنگ روز های ساده
تازگی ها دقت می کنم می بینم هیچ چیز نه بلندای آسمان نه زیبایی باد نه هیچ چبز (این دقایق خوشبو که میان دو.... یادم نمیاد) نه هیچ چیز به اندازه ی سادگی مرا به خود جذب نمی کند
و هیج جیز، نه این دقایق خوشبو، به اندازه ی سادگی مرا به خود محو نمی سازد
و من گم می شوم در سادگی یک مکالمه
سادگی یک حرف
سادگی یک نگاه
یک عشق
من سال ها ننوشته بودم و حالا نابود سادگی کلامم
سعی نکن بفهمی
باز هم من در خودم نیست می شوم
و من این نقطه ها را باور نمی کنم
ما تمام شدنی نیستیم
ما ماندنی نیستیم
ما در عین مبرا بودن، مانی هستیم
نه
این نیز نه
سادگی
....
این تو نیستی
تو هر جا بری، من باز می شناسمت، پیدات می کنم
پیدام می کنی؟
پیدا می کنم
آقا! تمام شدیم با یه دو سه بوسه؟ ما باورمان نمی شود. ما باورمان نمی شود که نقظه ها.... سه نقطه
نه! این رابطه تمام نمی شود انگار تو گفته بودی و من هیچ نگفتم و من نگاه کردم و پذیرای دست تو شدم
تو گفتی ما تمام نمی شویم و من و من باور کردم و من مهمان تو شدم و من از تو گفتم و من از ما گفتم و من از همه ی چیز هایی گفتم که هرگز نگفته بودم
و تو می بینی؟ هر بار که فکر می کنی همه چیز به خوبی می رود ناگاه ناکار می شویم؟
دیده بودی آن درخت کهنه که تکیه گاه من بود به گریه؟ دیده بودی؟ دیده بودی من امروز فکر کردم اگر جا بجایش کنم می فهمی یا نه
و من حالا فکر می کنم که آیا دوست می داشتم این ها را می فهمیدی یا نه
همه ی آن چه از تو نوشتم و تو هیچ وقت نفهمیدی آیا هیچ وقت خواهی فهمید و من فکر می کنم
من باید می خواندم باید بیشتر می خواندم
من باید می بودم من باید بیشتر می بودم
من دل تنگم
من دل تنگ روز های ساده
تازگی ها دقت می کنم می بینم هیچ چیز نه بلندای آسمان نه زیبایی باد نه هیچ چبز (این دقایق خوشبو که میان دو.... یادم نمیاد) نه هیچ چیز به اندازه ی سادگی مرا به خود جذب نمی کند
و هیج جیز، نه این دقایق خوشبو، به اندازه ی سادگی مرا به خود محو نمی سازد
و من گم می شوم در سادگی یک مکالمه
سادگی یک حرف
سادگی یک نگاه
یک عشق
من سال ها ننوشته بودم و حالا نابود سادگی کلامم
سعی نکن بفهمی
باز هم من در خودم نیست می شوم
و من این نقطه ها را باور نمی کنم
ما تمام شدنی نیستیم
ما ماندنی نیستیم
ما در عین مبرا بودن، مانی هستیم
نه
این نیز نه
سادگی
....
این تو نیستی
تو هر جا بری، من باز می شناسمت، پیدات می کنم
پیدام می کنی؟
پیدا می کنم
by: FRMS at 21:19 |
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fr
حرف تنهایی قدیمی، اما تلخ و سینه سوزه
اولین و آخرین حرف، حرف هر روز و هنوزه
تنهایی شاید یه راهه، راهیه تا بی نهایت
قصه ی همیشه تکرار، هجرت و هجرت و هجرت
اما تو این راه که همراه جز هجوم خار و خس نیست
کسی شاید باشه شاید، کسی که دستاش قفس نیست
.....
دستاش
وای خدای من
خدایا... تنهام نذار
تو رو خدا تنهام نذار
X
اولین و آخرین حرف، حرف هر روز و هنوزه
تنهایی شاید یه راهه، راهیه تا بی نهایت
قصه ی همیشه تکرار، هجرت و هجرت و هجرت
اما تو این راه که همراه جز هجوم خار و خس نیست
کسی شاید باشه شاید، کسی که دستاش قفس نیست
.....
دستاش
وای خدای من
خدایا... تنهام نذار
تو رو خدا تنهام نذار
X
by: FRMS at 19:37 |
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quotes, fr
می خوام این رو اینجا بنویسم که
که هیچی
درد ما را نیست درمان الغیاث هجر ما را نیست پایان الغیاث
دین و دل بردند و قصد جان کنند الغیاث از جور خوبان الغیاث
در بهای بوسه ای جانی طلب می کنند این دلستانان الغیاث
خون ما خوردند این کافر دلان ای مسلمانان چه درمان الغیاث
همچو حافظ روز و شب بی خویشتن گشته ام سوزان و گریان الغیاث
دیگه چیزی نمی مونه واسه گفتن
حس عجیبی دارم
روز عجیبی بر من گذشت
من لز کجا می دونستم امروز فوتبالی داره که تو بخوای تماشا کنی؟
که هیچی
درد ما را نیست درمان الغیاث هجر ما را نیست پایان الغیاث
دین و دل بردند و قصد جان کنند الغیاث از جور خوبان الغیاث
در بهای بوسه ای جانی طلب می کنند این دلستانان الغیاث
خون ما خوردند این کافر دلان ای مسلمانان چه درمان الغیاث
همچو حافظ روز و شب بی خویشتن گشته ام سوزان و گریان الغیاث
دیگه چیزی نمی مونه واسه گفتن
حس عجیبی دارم
روز عجیبی بر من گذشت
من لز کجا می دونستم امروز فوتبالی داره که تو بخوای تماشا کنی؟
by: FRMS at 17:43 |
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quotes, fr , never forget
Cyrus Jones 1810 to 1913
Made his great grandchildren believe
You could live to 103
A hundred and three is forever when you’re just a little kid
So, Cyrus Jones live forever
Gravedigger
When you dig my grave
Could you make it shallow
So that I can feel the rain
Gravedigger
Muriel Stonewall 1903 to 1954
She lost both of her babies in the second great war
Now, you should never have to watch as your only children are lowered in the ground
I mean - never have to bury your own babies
Gravedigger
When you dig my grave
Could you make it shallow
So that I can feel the rain
Gravedigger
Ring around the rosey
Pocket full o'posey
Ashes to ashes
{Musical intro}
We all fall down
Gravedigger
When you dig my grave
Could you make it shallow
So that I can feel the rain
Oh Gravedigger
Little Mikey Carson '67 to '75
He rode his bike like the devil until the day he died
When he grows up he wants to be Mr. Vertigo on the flying trapeze
Oh, 1940 to 1992--
Gravedigger
When you dig my grave
could you make it shallow
So that I can feel the rain
Grave digger
When you dig my grave
Could you make it shallow
So that I can feel the rain
I can feel the rain
I can feel the rain
Gravedigger
When you dig my grave
Could you make it shallow
So that I can feel the rain
Gravedigger
Grave digger
-Dave Matthews-
i wanted to die today. really.
by: FRMS at 04:41 |
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fr , hurt and resentful
you take up too much room in my head. too much time. and i can't think about anything else and i can't process anything else. and thinking about this is just too tiring. you know? it runs me down to constantly be thinking about this. thinking about all the whys and what if's and everything. and it never leads to any conclusion - it's just another day gone by miserably. and i don't want that. but more often than not i pass my days like this. and it creates distance and distance creates distance and it all goes on together forever in a vicious circle. and it's tiring and frustrating. and it shouldn't be like this. i don't like it like this. and i can't do this any more. and i don't want this to be how things always are between us. and i don't want to get used to this. but i'm afraid it's becoming a habit. we shrug our shoulders and thing just another day gone by with us not being normal. us not being how we know we can be. us not being how we both like it to be. another day gone by and we only shrug our shoulders cause that's the easiest thing we can do. we get used to things and we don't even bother complaining anymore. cause frankly, what's the point?it's not like anything is gonna come out of it. it's just easier like this, to sit back, watch and then think, i knew it. it's easy to sit and watch and think yes, history repeats itself. it's easy to sit back watch and never take action. it's easy to just get on with things however frustrating, uneventful, repetitive and boring they are rather than making a change. because change always always encounters resistance. and overcoming that resistance and coming out of the whole experience with head held up high, well that's the whole beauty of it, that's the reward, that's the challenge and the art. i'm tired of this and i cannot go on like this.
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
by: FRMS at 16:04 |
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fr , stop it
what do you say when you got nothing to say?
just think about it. don't dismiss it without sleeping on it. think about it.
by: FRMS at 20:01 |
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fr
KAFSH CHI PATE?
it's time to be a big girl now, and big girls don't cry....
raje be cry o ina gofti, goftam bebinam chizi nashode ke... ba maman harf zadam, goft ke delesh barat tang shode.
va ma raje be daneshgah harf zadim o oon chizayee ke shabih e joosh hastan, va hame chiz e dige. hatta raje e in ke khakestari ya abi. abi. dovomi behtare. ya raje be avalin bar ke "dokhtare kooooolii..."
zehn ba adam che mikone. khodaya komakam kon. khodaya komakesh kon.
ghabl az oon, we started communicating... it's a scenario i run in my head over and over again everyday and it doesn't make sense.
"i keep thinking, it's with this one person in the world that everything should be normal and easy without any thoughts and everything should be ok here but it's not. we can't keep a conversation going and it's frustrating and you keep wondering why and you have every right to get angry..."
i'm sorry.
i'm sure you know. if you think, you don't have to say anything to me, just be honest with yourself and think about it.
i can talk to you now because you are being reasonable.
think it's time...
x me
it's time to be a big girl now, and big girls don't cry....
raje be cry o ina gofti, goftam bebinam chizi nashode ke... ba maman harf zadam, goft ke delesh barat tang shode.
va ma raje be daneshgah harf zadim o oon chizayee ke shabih e joosh hastan, va hame chiz e dige. hatta raje e in ke khakestari ya abi. abi. dovomi behtare. ya raje be avalin bar ke "dokhtare kooooolii..."
zehn ba adam che mikone. khodaya komakam kon. khodaya komakesh kon.
ghabl az oon, we started communicating... it's a scenario i run in my head over and over again everyday and it doesn't make sense.
"i keep thinking, it's with this one person in the world that everything should be normal and easy without any thoughts and everything should be ok here but it's not. we can't keep a conversation going and it's frustrating and you keep wondering why and you have every right to get angry..."
i'm sorry.
i'm sure you know. if you think, you don't have to say anything to me, just be honest with yourself and think about it.
i can talk to you now because you are being reasonable.
think it's time...
x me
by: FRMS at 21:46 |
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fr , never again
When you love someone - youll do anything
Youll do all the crazy things that you cant explain
Youll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone
Youll deny the truth - believe a lie
Therell be times that youll believe you can really fly
But your lonely nights - have just begun
When you love someone
When you love someone - youll feel it deep inside
And nothin else can ever change your mind
When you want someone - when you need someone
When you love someone...
When you love someone - youll sacrifice
Youd give it everything you got and you wont think twice
Youd risk it all - no matter what may come
When you love someone
Youll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone
this song has a big big FUCK YOU written all over it!
thanks for reminding me i can love too.
thanks for reminding me i deserve to e loved too.
x me
Youll do all the crazy things that you cant explain
Youll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone
Youll deny the truth - believe a lie
Therell be times that youll believe you can really fly
But your lonely nights - have just begun
When you love someone
When you love someone - youll feel it deep inside
And nothin else can ever change your mind
When you want someone - when you need someone
When you love someone...
When you love someone - youll sacrifice
Youd give it everything you got and you wont think twice
Youd risk it all - no matter what may come
When you love someone
Youll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone
this song has a big big FUCK YOU written all over it!
thanks for reminding me i can love too.
thanks for reminding me i deserve to e loved too.
x me
by: FRMS at 23:04 |
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fr
ببین چی نوشته بودم
من فکر می کنم امشب دلم یه عالمه گریه می خواد
از این که ما حرف می زنیم و انگار نمی فهمیم
از این که همیشه همه چی همه چی همه چی پیچیده می شه
من پیچیدگی رو سمت خودم می کشم آخه چرا؟
....
راه دور خانه ی تو در کجای قصه هاست؟
خالی ام از عشق و خاموشم، های و هوی تازه می خواهم
....
ای خدا، بی آرزو موندم، آرزوی تازه می خواهم
من همه چیز رو سخت می کنم و همه چی سخت می شه و من از این سخت شدنش شاکی می شم
خدایا امشب بیا پیش من
خدایا امشب به نظرت من بدترین آدم دنیا نباشم
خدایا بذار من امشب بدترین آدم دنیا نباشم
من فکر می کنم امشب دلم یه عالمه گریه می خواد
از این که ما حرف می زنیم و انگار نمی فهمیم
از این که همیشه همه چی همه چی همه چی پیچیده می شه
من پیچیدگی رو سمت خودم می کشم آخه چرا؟
....
راه دور خانه ی تو در کجای قصه هاست؟
خالی ام از عشق و خاموشم، های و هوی تازه می خواهم
....
ای خدا، بی آرزو موندم، آرزوی تازه می خواهم
من همه چیز رو سخت می کنم و همه چی سخت می شه و من از این سخت شدنش شاکی می شم
خدایا امشب بیا پیش من
خدایا امشب به نظرت من بدترین آدم دنیا نباشم
خدایا بذار من امشب بدترین آدم دنیا نباشم
by: FRMS at 20:38 |
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اون همه ترانه، شعر عاشقانه
دیدی همه اش حرف بود، حالا حرفات تموم شد؟
اون همه رنگ و بو، اون همه آرزو
دیدی مثل یه خواب چه زود تموم شد؟
گفتی با تو بودن، یعنی زنده موندن
حالا می گی عمرم حروم شد، دلم چون خون شد
پیر شدم، صبرم تموم شد
سایه های تردید، روی باغ امید
این طبل (؟) شوم جداییه که می خونه
این کویر غروره، بگو غیر تنهایی آخر این قصه واسه تو کی می مونه؟
بعد هر بهاری، نوبت خزونه
بهار عشق ما چه زود تموم شد
نوبت فصل خزون شد
به عشق تو اسیرم
می گفتی بی تو می میرم. حالا می گی فکراتو کردی نظرت عوض شد
تعبیر مهربونی
عشق آسمونی
چه زود و چه ساده اسمش عوض شد
گفتی با تو بودن، تا ابد، تا همیشه
حالا می گی عاقبت نداره، تقصیر من نیست، کار این روزگاره
روزای آفتابی
شب های مهتابی
مثل نقش روی آبن، نمی مونن
قناری های مست، گرفتار قفس اگه باشن، دیگه آواز نمی خونن
حالا می خوای جدا شی، تو آسمون رها شی
دلم مال تو، روحم مال تو، هر جای دنیا که باشی
...
سایه های تردید
...
...
نوبت خزونه
...
-کیوسک
خودش می دونه به یاد کی و چی
by: FRMS at 17:36 |
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fr
people leave their way to say hello
i hear this life is overrated
but i hope it gets better as we go
i sit here thinking all the thoughts i was gonna put down in writing all the stuff that made my eyes teary today reading a blog walking down the street struggling to pee
makes me laugh to think i was that girl in class who knew all about punctuations when nobody else seemed to know anything about it and yet today i'm the one who prefers not to used them cause it makes it kinda difficult to read
remember question mark
remember question mark question mark the end product of this entry is this entry that's written full stop not what you read but what i have written this is the end product of this entry and all entries tagged fr for that matter
prayers little prayers that we all say when we hold hands when we feel a little bit of love when we see that twinkle in the eye when we feel happy when we feel left alone lonely or sad
not when we are angry no i don't think so not when we are angry
i hear this life is overrated
but i hope it gets better as we go
i sit here thinking all the thoughts i was gonna put down in writing all the stuff that made my eyes teary today reading a blog walking down the street struggling to pee
makes me laugh to think i was that girl in class who knew all about punctuations when nobody else seemed to know anything about it and yet today i'm the one who prefers not to used them cause it makes it kinda difficult to read
remember question mark
remember question mark question mark the end product of this entry is this entry that's written full stop not what you read but what i have written this is the end product of this entry and all entries tagged fr for that matter
prayers little prayers that we all say when we hold hands when we feel a little bit of love when we see that twinkle in the eye when we feel happy when we feel left alone lonely or sad
not when we are angry no i don't think so not when we are angry