About me
انما امره اذا ارد شیا ان یقول له کن فیکون
فسبحن الذی بیده ملکوت کل شی والیه ترجعون
خدایا، بین من و تو، التماست می کنم
نشونم بده
راه رو باز کن
التماست می کنم
فسبحن الذی بیده ملکوت کل شی والیه ترجعون
خدایا، بین من و تو، التماست می کنم
نشونم بده
راه رو باز کن
التماست می کنم
by: FRMS at 08:23 |
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quotes, fr , never forget
OMG i do not believe that it's already been one year!
"i wanna hang out with you..."
we discussed depressing stuff. i wrote up a study plan like we talked about. it's really tight. really really tight. God help us!
x me
ps khoda ya shokret.
ps2 i got a kanye west t-shirt! it's so cool!
ps3 thank you. thank you. words can't say it... thank you.
ps4 this thing between us is so much bigger than us. teach us how to handle it.
ps5 thank you for so many blessings. i can't even count. i can't even always see them. but you are beyond me. and this thing between us, is beyond me. thank you. thank you. thank you for that one person who's mine.
"it's yours, do whatever you want with it."
- really?
"of course."
of course you are mine.
"i wanna hang out with you..."
we discussed depressing stuff. i wrote up a study plan like we talked about. it's really tight. really really tight. God help us!
x me
ps khoda ya shokret.
ps2 i got a kanye west t-shirt! it's so cool!
ps3 thank you. thank you. words can't say it... thank you.
ps4 this thing between us is so much bigger than us. teach us how to handle it.
ps5 thank you for so many blessings. i can't even count. i can't even always see them. but you are beyond me. and this thing between us, is beyond me. thank you. thank you. thank you for that one person who's mine.
"it's yours, do whatever you want with it."
- really?
"of course."
of course you are mine.
by: FRMS at 22:10 |
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fr , never forget, sigh
You're the ink to my paper
What my pen is to my pad
The moral, the very fiber
The whole substance to my rap.
You are my reason for being
The meaning of my existence
If it wasn't for you
I would never be able to spit this
These sentences I do and the irony
Is you rely on me as much
as I rely on you to inspire me like you do.
You provide me the lighterfluid to fuel my fire
You're my entire supply
Gas, the match, the igniter.
The only way that I am able to stay so stable
Is you're the legs to my table
If you were to break I'd fall on my face.
But I'm always going to make you feel
I don't need you as much as I really need you
So you don't use it to your advantage.
But you're essential to me
You're the air I breathe
I believe if you ever leave me
I'd probably have no reason to be.
You are the Kim to my Marshall
You're the Slim to my Shady
The Dre to my Eminem
The Elaina to my Hailey.
You are the word I am looking for when
I'm trying to describe how I feel inside
And the right one just won't come to my mind.
You're like the pillar that props me up
The beam that supports me
The bitch who never took half,
The wife who never divorced me.
You're like the root to my evil
You let my devil come out me
You let me beat the shit out you
Before you beat the shit out me.
exactly how i felt....
x me
ps lifehouse - hanging by a moment
What my pen is to my pad
The moral, the very fiber
The whole substance to my rap.
You are my reason for being
The meaning of my existence
If it wasn't for you
I would never be able to spit this
These sentences I do and the irony
Is you rely on me as much
as I rely on you to inspire me like you do.
You provide me the lighterfluid to fuel my fire
You're my entire supply
Gas, the match, the igniter.
The only way that I am able to stay so stable
Is you're the legs to my table
If you were to break I'd fall on my face.
But I'm always going to make you feel
I don't need you as much as I really need you
So you don't use it to your advantage.
But you're essential to me
You're the air I breathe
I believe if you ever leave me
I'd probably have no reason to be.
You are the Kim to my Marshall
You're the Slim to my Shady
The Dre to my Eminem
The Elaina to my Hailey.
You are the word I am looking for when
I'm trying to describe how I feel inside
And the right one just won't come to my mind.
You're like the pillar that props me up
The beam that supports me
The bitch who never took half,
The wife who never divorced me.
You're like the root to my evil
You let my devil come out me
You let me beat the shit out you
Before you beat the shit out me.
exactly how i felt....
x me
ps lifehouse - hanging by a moment
by: FRMS at 17:28 |
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quotes, smiling, fr , never forget
Hello, I'm Dami's girlfriend.
And I think everyday should be like today.
Do not spoil it!
x me
And I think everyday should be like today.
Do not spoil it!
x me
by: FRMS at 21:42 |
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tired, smiling, fr , easy, never forget, thumbs up
ای ساربان آهسته ران کارام جانم می رود
وان دل که با خود داشتم با دلستانم می رود
من مانده ام مهجور ازو درمانده و رنجور ازو
گویی که نیشی دور ازو در استخوانم می رود
گقتم به نیرنگ فسون پنهان کنم نیش درون
پنهان نمی ماند که خون بر آستانم می رود
محمل بدار ای ساروان تندی مکن با کاروان
کز عشق آن سرو روان گویی روانم می رود
او می رود دامن کشان من زهر تنهایی چشان
دیگر مپرس از من نشان کز دل نشانم می رود
...
گفتم بگریم تا ابل چون خر فرو ماند به گل
این نیز نتوانم که دل با دل ستانم می رود
...
در رفتن جان از بدن گویند هر نوعی سخن
من خود به چشم خویشتن دیدم که جانم می رود
...
دیگه چی می تونم بگم؟
من سه بار این رو تجربه کردم، حتی اگه اونی که تجربه می کرد خود من نبودم
وان دل که با خود داشتم با دلستانم می رود
من مانده ام مهجور ازو درمانده و رنجور ازو
گویی که نیشی دور ازو در استخوانم می رود
گقتم به نیرنگ فسون پنهان کنم نیش درون
پنهان نمی ماند که خون بر آستانم می رود
محمل بدار ای ساروان تندی مکن با کاروان
کز عشق آن سرو روان گویی روانم می رود
او می رود دامن کشان من زهر تنهایی چشان
دیگر مپرس از من نشان کز دل نشانم می رود
...
گفتم بگریم تا ابل چون خر فرو ماند به گل
این نیز نتوانم که دل با دل ستانم می رود
...
در رفتن جان از بدن گویند هر نوعی سخن
من خود به چشم خویشتن دیدم که جانم می رود
...
دیگه چی می تونم بگم؟
من سه بار این رو تجربه کردم، حتی اگه اونی که تجربه می کرد خود من نبودم
by: FRMS at 23:48 |
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quotes, smiling, fr , easy, never forget
می خوام این رو اینجا بنویسم که
که هیچی
درد ما را نیست درمان الغیاث هجر ما را نیست پایان الغیاث
دین و دل بردند و قصد جان کنند الغیاث از جور خوبان الغیاث
در بهای بوسه ای جانی طلب می کنند این دلستانان الغیاث
خون ما خوردند این کافر دلان ای مسلمانان چه درمان الغیاث
همچو حافظ روز و شب بی خویشتن گشته ام سوزان و گریان الغیاث
دیگه چیزی نمی مونه واسه گفتن
حس عجیبی دارم
روز عجیبی بر من گذشت
من لز کجا می دونستم امروز فوتبالی داره که تو بخوای تماشا کنی؟
که هیچی
درد ما را نیست درمان الغیاث هجر ما را نیست پایان الغیاث
دین و دل بردند و قصد جان کنند الغیاث از جور خوبان الغیاث
در بهای بوسه ای جانی طلب می کنند این دلستانان الغیاث
خون ما خوردند این کافر دلان ای مسلمانان چه درمان الغیاث
همچو حافظ روز و شب بی خویشتن گشته ام سوزان و گریان الغیاث
دیگه چیزی نمی مونه واسه گفتن
حس عجیبی دارم
روز عجیبی بر من گذشت
من لز کجا می دونستم امروز فوتبالی داره که تو بخوای تماشا کنی؟
by: FRMS at 17:43 |
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quotes, fr , never forget
enghadr vaght naboodam, enghadr vaght harf nazadam ke ba in ke koli harf hast, engar hich mohem nist. engar hichi nadaram ke begam.
emshab shabe ghadre.
man khoshhalam, emrooz ye hese khoshhalie kheili khoob dashtam, dastamoon o gereftim be ham o man too delam khoda ro shokr kardam.
too rahe khoone, cheshmamo bastam, too delam doa kardam, goftam khodaya man be hichi esrar nadaram joz inke to oon chizi ke behtare sare raaham bezari. are man entekhab mikonam, man ye raahi ro miram, vali esrar nemikonam be hichi, age khoob nist, masiram ro avaz kon, bedoone in ke man asib bebinam.
emshab shabe ghadre o man be khoda migam ke ghadre aramesh e in rooza ro midunam. ghadre zendeim, ghadre har chiz ke ta emrooz dashtam o daram, ghadre masiri ke toosh oftadam, ghadre hame chiz e doro baram, mogheyeeat, accomplishment haam.... ghadre hamash o midunam. ghadre khoda ke mehraboone...
chand rooz raftam away... jaleb bood, chon hich internet naraftam, moile ham ye rooz nadashtam... khosh gozasht. davam kard. vali khosh gozasht. goft dige hichi nemigam, goftam nagi namardie. goftam begoo vali entezar nadashte bash oon joor ke mikhay man zendegi konam. goftam yadam mire bozorg shodi... are hagh dari ke entekhab haye khodeto koni... man mikham har chi man nadashtam to dashte bashi, har tajrobeye talkhi man dashtam to nadshte bashi, har eshtebahi kardam to nakoni.... vali nemishe. adama doost daran tajrobe haye khodeshoon o dashte bashan. eshkale man ine ke bish az had dooset daram. pedareto dar miaram.
mashallah... man ghadre in ne'mat ro ham midunam...
doost dashte shodan, doost dashtan.... hichi baalaa tar azash nist.
mashallah... in pesar ajab ghandi shode! man behesh migam ghandi ghandi! negah mikone o mikhande, bahash harf ke mizani ghashang tavajoh mikone... mashallah. doost dashtam yavashaki begiram becheloonamesh... nakardam vali...
too ye rah ke dashtam miraftam a good looking guy asked me out... he sent a note saying "you look beautiful"... the whole thing was pretty funny and i laughed off his invitation. later i thought to myself i should have talked properly... but i didn't. the whole thing was a joke.
tooye rahe bargasht, baghal dastim rooze bood, be london ke residim rooze-ash ro baz kard. nemidunam che joori rooze bood... mage mosafer rooze migire? bazi ha vaghan az on taraf e boom mioftan payeen. khosham nemiad.
ghabl az in ke beram north ham... dashtam faghat adat mikardam be in ke bargashtam... be in ke inja dobare london e...
va man ghadre london o zendegie injam ro midunam.
ghablesh tehran....
khodaye man ajab tajrobeyee bood. khodaya shokret ke in mogheyeeat o dar ekhtiaram gozashti... man bozorg shodam too in safar. ba koli tajrobe o energy bargashtam. ba ye outlook e jadid be zendegi. ba ye barname ye jadid. ba ye shenakht e jadid az khodam.
khodaya man ghadre rooz hayee ke gozasht ro midunam.
khoda ya shokret... khodaya sad hezar martabe shokret...
man oomadam. man injam. khodaya shokret.
khoda ya movazebam bash. kheili behem ehtiaj daram. khodaya baham bash.
x me
p.s. mim se... nemiyay london? miss u!
song playing in my head: "i hope you know i hope you know... it's got nothing to do with you... it's personal..." fergie - big girls don't cry
emshab shabe ghadre.
man khoshhalam, emrooz ye hese khoshhalie kheili khoob dashtam, dastamoon o gereftim be ham o man too delam khoda ro shokr kardam.
too rahe khoone, cheshmamo bastam, too delam doa kardam, goftam khodaya man be hichi esrar nadaram joz inke to oon chizi ke behtare sare raaham bezari. are man entekhab mikonam, man ye raahi ro miram, vali esrar nemikonam be hichi, age khoob nist, masiram ro avaz kon, bedoone in ke man asib bebinam.
emshab shabe ghadre o man be khoda migam ke ghadre aramesh e in rooza ro midunam. ghadre zendeim, ghadre har chiz ke ta emrooz dashtam o daram, ghadre masiri ke toosh oftadam, ghadre hame chiz e doro baram, mogheyeeat, accomplishment haam.... ghadre hamash o midunam. ghadre khoda ke mehraboone...
chand rooz raftam away... jaleb bood, chon hich internet naraftam, moile ham ye rooz nadashtam... khosh gozasht. davam kard. vali khosh gozasht. goft dige hichi nemigam, goftam nagi namardie. goftam begoo vali entezar nadashte bash oon joor ke mikhay man zendegi konam. goftam yadam mire bozorg shodi... are hagh dari ke entekhab haye khodeto koni... man mikham har chi man nadashtam to dashte bashi, har tajrobeye talkhi man dashtam to nadshte bashi, har eshtebahi kardam to nakoni.... vali nemishe. adama doost daran tajrobe haye khodeshoon o dashte bashan. eshkale man ine ke bish az had dooset daram. pedareto dar miaram.
mashallah... man ghadre in ne'mat ro ham midunam...
doost dashte shodan, doost dashtan.... hichi baalaa tar azash nist.
mashallah... in pesar ajab ghandi shode! man behesh migam ghandi ghandi! negah mikone o mikhande, bahash harf ke mizani ghashang tavajoh mikone... mashallah. doost dashtam yavashaki begiram becheloonamesh... nakardam vali...
too ye rah ke dashtam miraftam a good looking guy asked me out... he sent a note saying "you look beautiful"... the whole thing was pretty funny and i laughed off his invitation. later i thought to myself i should have talked properly... but i didn't. the whole thing was a joke.
tooye rahe bargasht, baghal dastim rooze bood, be london ke residim rooze-ash ro baz kard. nemidunam che joori rooze bood... mage mosafer rooze migire? bazi ha vaghan az on taraf e boom mioftan payeen. khosham nemiad.
ghabl az in ke beram north ham... dashtam faghat adat mikardam be in ke bargashtam... be in ke inja dobare london e...
va man ghadre london o zendegie injam ro midunam.
ghablesh tehran....
khodaye man ajab tajrobeyee bood. khodaya shokret ke in mogheyeeat o dar ekhtiaram gozashti... man bozorg shodam too in safar. ba koli tajrobe o energy bargashtam. ba ye outlook e jadid be zendegi. ba ye barname ye jadid. ba ye shenakht e jadid az khodam.
khodaya man ghadre rooz hayee ke gozasht ro midunam.
khoda ya shokret... khodaya sad hezar martabe shokret...
man oomadam. man injam. khodaya shokret.
khoda ya movazebam bash. kheili behem ehtiaj daram. khodaya baham bash.
x me
p.s. mim se... nemiyay london? miss u!
song playing in my head: "i hope you know i hope you know... it's got nothing to do with you... it's personal..." fergie - big girls don't cry
by: FRMS at 22:42 |
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smiling, fr , never forget, its time, thumbs up
i could smell it from the kitchen you were there and i thought to myself i know that smell i smelt it from the kitchen and it was familiar and you were there and i thought i knew it i had smelt it somewhere before - i had missed it and you smile
i'm not romantic or i am and i just don't show it it looks as if i am not romantic and when i am - you don't believe me:
the phone rings
the video goes mute
but it doesn't matter
it's not important
so it is ignored
simple as
it is ignored
[that was a first]
the phone rings
but there is no-one to pay any attention to it
the phone rings and you wonder why
explanation
and any explanation sounds lame
nothing would do
[or anything would?]
'cos it's you and me
simple as
simple as you and me
baby, that's why
***
no that did not do the trick
shall i? shall i not? what to do...?
sigh
you cry and i go watch tv
we then watch basketball on tv
we then eat ice-cream
straight from the tub
with only one spoon
and i say you should have done this a long time ago
oh how i wish all this were true
alas!
i'm not romantic or i am and i just don't show it it looks as if i am not romantic and when i am - you don't believe me:
the phone rings
the video goes mute
but it doesn't matter
it's not important
so it is ignored
simple as
it is ignored
[that was a first]
the phone rings
but there is no-one to pay any attention to it
the phone rings and you wonder why
explanation
and any explanation sounds lame
nothing would do
[or anything would?]
'cos it's you and me
simple as
simple as you and me
baby, that's why
***
no that did not do the trick
shall i? shall i not? what to do...?
sigh
you cry and i go watch tv
we then watch basketball on tv
we then eat ice-cream
straight from the tub
with only one spoon
and i say you should have done this a long time ago
oh how i wish all this were true
alas!
by: FRMS at 14:50 |
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fr , never forget
shab be kheyr.
man emshab nemikhabam.
by: FRMS at 23:48 |
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fr , easy, never forget
running rushing but not panicking... feeling good deep down
running rushing like a mad woman sweating and feeling not so good about it
handing it in
and feeling proud about it
handing it in
and feeling good
the weak feeling in my knee
your hot dog and my nachos
our big drinks that we don't finish
the big drink we don't come near to finishing
me feeling cold and your cold hands
deja vu
and it feels good
and it feels so natural
and it is so happy
you and my hands in your pocket
the bed and tv and that wish for tonight if anything what would it be what is that one thing you really wanna do right now
bed tv control warm
feeling warm
it rains
feeling warm is one thing i want
to keep warm
you there
and me feeling cold
and the walk
and the rain
all the drunk people
oh to feel drunk
and we talk
15122006
1228 - already tomorrow
the text
running rushing like a mad woman sweating and feeling not so good about it
handing it in
and feeling proud about it
handing it in
and feeling good
the weak feeling in my knee
your hot dog and my nachos
our big drinks that we don't finish
the big drink we don't come near to finishing
me feeling cold and your cold hands
deja vu
and it feels good
and it feels so natural
and it is so happy
you and my hands in your pocket
the bed and tv and that wish for tonight if anything what would it be what is that one thing you really wanna do right now
bed tv control warm
feeling warm
it rains
feeling warm is one thing i want
to keep warm
you there
and me feeling cold
and the walk
and the rain
all the drunk people
oh to feel drunk
and we talk
15122006
1228 - already tomorrow
the text
by: FRMS at 23:31 |
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fr , never forget
how many times have you been in love?
i've only been in love once before he said and that was the first thing he said to me over a month after we first met only once he has been in love before and that was years ago so how can he say he has really been in love when he was so young when it happened but it happened to him and it happened years ago and it happened once only once he said
it never occurred to me why he said what he said
it never occurred to me that she couldn't come close that she could never be compared that nobody came close
but those days are gone...
do you think anything good will come back?
enough said -
days when you give and give and give
without asking
days that you make me smile
ajab shabi...
i've only been in love once before he said and that was the first thing he said to me over a month after we first met only once he has been in love before and that was years ago so how can he say he has really been in love when he was so young when it happened but it happened to him and it happened years ago and it happened once only once he said
it never occurred to me why he said what he said
it never occurred to me that she couldn't come close that she could never be compared that nobody came close
but those days are gone...
do you think anything good will come back?
enough said -
days when you give and give and give
without asking
days that you make me smile
ajab shabi...
by: FRMS at 23:07 |
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fr , never forget
HOW VERY DARE YOU?!!!
morning and running on time walk in the rain in the morn feel fresh make sure jeans dont get wet they dont
not many ppl in the room look around dont see much and as i go out he sees me and points out how tired i look tells me not to worry he says not to worry cos he doesnt mind as long as it gets done he doesnt mind he says
i feel it and i like it and i feel it and he walks by and i smile deep down in my heart and i feel it
sit down by the window looking out with closed eyes trying to catch up on some sleep pretending liking to follow raindrops as they fall down travel down and hit the ground sit down by the window with the coffee that gets cold with the coffee that makes you feel sorta sick with the coffee that we drink with the pastry you dont eat with the crumbs on my jeans your jeans i like you say you like them you say other stuff i say its just the jeans i say i laugh just the jeans you laugh
back up the stairs with many questions answered with many things said and all the smiles left alone midair back up the stairs and there is a talk that should be interesting to go to its gotta be interesting and we mark the time in our diaries
back up the stairs tedious sleepy tired we all listen to what there is to be said we write little notes on out notes you write daft and he says daft and you write daft with the accent i never wanna forget this i laugh you write daft with the accent you make me laugh
you want to...
... to go home
... to sleep
... sleep [cross through- how?]
i laugh you laugh time doesnt pass by
the rest of the day and the question the question that lingers in the air and as soon as it lands on your ears i know it was a mistake nothing you have nothing to say you say and thats no answer and nothing you say you got nothing to say we are not happy walking up through the doors the bench the desk silence
notes silence... we should have played hang man through the door and out through the doors and walk down through the doors and rain
silence and shopping silence and the station silence and the bank silence and walking home silence and the thoughts the book and going back and calling and thinking and walking back and walking faster and thinking looking for some clarity and there it is
perhaps perhaps thats what it means and it all sorta clicks for a second and walking on thinking of the possibilities forming two theories and thinking of all that could be true talk to you about it and is it a clean sheet and a clean sheet it is and you say remember its clean and remember what it means and believe it is clean and remember not to bring it up again its clean keep it clean and you are happy you say you say it makes sense and that is good i guess i think to myself
there's only little more and then there is nothing drawings and feeling excited about it all smiling laughing thinking
chelsea played tonight and won 2-0
leave conversations for tomorrow
tomorrow is a new day
with a clean sheet
remember its clean
1256
baz ham ke farda shod!
morning and running on time walk in the rain in the morn feel fresh make sure jeans dont get wet they dont
not many ppl in the room look around dont see much and as i go out he sees me and points out how tired i look tells me not to worry he says not to worry cos he doesnt mind as long as it gets done he doesnt mind he says
i feel it and i like it and i feel it and he walks by and i smile deep down in my heart and i feel it
sit down by the window looking out with closed eyes trying to catch up on some sleep pretending liking to follow raindrops as they fall down travel down and hit the ground sit down by the window with the coffee that gets cold with the coffee that makes you feel sorta sick with the coffee that we drink with the pastry you dont eat with the crumbs on my jeans your jeans i like you say you like them you say other stuff i say its just the jeans i say i laugh just the jeans you laugh
back up the stairs with many questions answered with many things said and all the smiles left alone midair back up the stairs and there is a talk that should be interesting to go to its gotta be interesting and we mark the time in our diaries
back up the stairs tedious sleepy tired we all listen to what there is to be said we write little notes on out notes you write daft and he says daft and you write daft with the accent i never wanna forget this i laugh you write daft with the accent you make me laugh
you want to...
... to go home
... to sleep
... sleep [cross through- how?]
i laugh you laugh time doesnt pass by
the rest of the day and the question the question that lingers in the air and as soon as it lands on your ears i know it was a mistake nothing you have nothing to say you say and thats no answer and nothing you say you got nothing to say we are not happy walking up through the doors the bench the desk silence
notes silence... we should have played hang man through the door and out through the doors and walk down through the doors and rain
silence and shopping silence and the station silence and the bank silence and walking home silence and the thoughts the book and going back and calling and thinking and walking back and walking faster and thinking looking for some clarity and there it is
perhaps perhaps thats what it means and it all sorta clicks for a second and walking on thinking of the possibilities forming two theories and thinking of all that could be true talk to you about it and is it a clean sheet and a clean sheet it is and you say remember its clean and remember what it means and believe it is clean and remember not to bring it up again its clean keep it clean and you are happy you say you say it makes sense and that is good i guess i think to myself
there's only little more and then there is nothing drawings and feeling excited about it all smiling laughing thinking
chelsea played tonight and won 2-0
leave conversations for tomorrow
tomorrow is a new day
with a clean sheet
remember its clean
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baz ham ke farda shod!
by: FRMS at 23:57 |
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fr , never forget
kheili khastam, rooze ajibi bood. faghat hamino migam. mokalemat e sakhti dasht... rooze ajibi bood.
02:47
already farda shode!
by: FRMS at 01:47 |
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fr , never forget, never again
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