About me
Hello, I'm Dami's girlfriend.
And I think everyday should be like today.
Do not spoil it!
x me
And I think everyday should be like today.
Do not spoil it!
x me
by: FRMS at 21:42 |
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tired, smiling, fr , easy, never forget, thumbs up
enghadr vaght naboodam, enghadr vaght harf nazadam ke ba in ke koli harf hast, engar hich mohem nist. engar hichi nadaram ke begam.
emshab shabe ghadre.
man khoshhalam, emrooz ye hese khoshhalie kheili khoob dashtam, dastamoon o gereftim be ham o man too delam khoda ro shokr kardam.
too rahe khoone, cheshmamo bastam, too delam doa kardam, goftam khodaya man be hichi esrar nadaram joz inke to oon chizi ke behtare sare raaham bezari. are man entekhab mikonam, man ye raahi ro miram, vali esrar nemikonam be hichi, age khoob nist, masiram ro avaz kon, bedoone in ke man asib bebinam.
emshab shabe ghadre o man be khoda migam ke ghadre aramesh e in rooza ro midunam. ghadre zendeim, ghadre har chiz ke ta emrooz dashtam o daram, ghadre masiri ke toosh oftadam, ghadre hame chiz e doro baram, mogheyeeat, accomplishment haam.... ghadre hamash o midunam. ghadre khoda ke mehraboone...
chand rooz raftam away... jaleb bood, chon hich internet naraftam, moile ham ye rooz nadashtam... khosh gozasht. davam kard. vali khosh gozasht. goft dige hichi nemigam, goftam nagi namardie. goftam begoo vali entezar nadashte bash oon joor ke mikhay man zendegi konam. goftam yadam mire bozorg shodi... are hagh dari ke entekhab haye khodeto koni... man mikham har chi man nadashtam to dashte bashi, har tajrobeye talkhi man dashtam to nadshte bashi, har eshtebahi kardam to nakoni.... vali nemishe. adama doost daran tajrobe haye khodeshoon o dashte bashan. eshkale man ine ke bish az had dooset daram. pedareto dar miaram.
mashallah... man ghadre in ne'mat ro ham midunam...
doost dashte shodan, doost dashtan.... hichi baalaa tar azash nist.
mashallah... in pesar ajab ghandi shode! man behesh migam ghandi ghandi! negah mikone o mikhande, bahash harf ke mizani ghashang tavajoh mikone... mashallah. doost dashtam yavashaki begiram becheloonamesh... nakardam vali...
too ye rah ke dashtam miraftam a good looking guy asked me out... he sent a note saying "you look beautiful"... the whole thing was pretty funny and i laughed off his invitation. later i thought to myself i should have talked properly... but i didn't. the whole thing was a joke.
tooye rahe bargasht, baghal dastim rooze bood, be london ke residim rooze-ash ro baz kard. nemidunam che joori rooze bood... mage mosafer rooze migire? bazi ha vaghan az on taraf e boom mioftan payeen. khosham nemiad.
ghabl az in ke beram north ham... dashtam faghat adat mikardam be in ke bargashtam... be in ke inja dobare london e...
va man ghadre london o zendegie injam ro midunam.
ghablesh tehran....
khodaye man ajab tajrobeyee bood. khodaya shokret ke in mogheyeeat o dar ekhtiaram gozashti... man bozorg shodam too in safar. ba koli tajrobe o energy bargashtam. ba ye outlook e jadid be zendegi. ba ye barname ye jadid. ba ye shenakht e jadid az khodam.
khodaya man ghadre rooz hayee ke gozasht ro midunam.
khoda ya shokret... khodaya sad hezar martabe shokret...
man oomadam. man injam. khodaya shokret.
khoda ya movazebam bash. kheili behem ehtiaj daram. khodaya baham bash.
x me
p.s. mim se... nemiyay london? miss u!
song playing in my head: "i hope you know i hope you know... it's got nothing to do with you... it's personal..." fergie - big girls don't cry
emshab shabe ghadre.
man khoshhalam, emrooz ye hese khoshhalie kheili khoob dashtam, dastamoon o gereftim be ham o man too delam khoda ro shokr kardam.
too rahe khoone, cheshmamo bastam, too delam doa kardam, goftam khodaya man be hichi esrar nadaram joz inke to oon chizi ke behtare sare raaham bezari. are man entekhab mikonam, man ye raahi ro miram, vali esrar nemikonam be hichi, age khoob nist, masiram ro avaz kon, bedoone in ke man asib bebinam.
emshab shabe ghadre o man be khoda migam ke ghadre aramesh e in rooza ro midunam. ghadre zendeim, ghadre har chiz ke ta emrooz dashtam o daram, ghadre masiri ke toosh oftadam, ghadre hame chiz e doro baram, mogheyeeat, accomplishment haam.... ghadre hamash o midunam. ghadre khoda ke mehraboone...
chand rooz raftam away... jaleb bood, chon hich internet naraftam, moile ham ye rooz nadashtam... khosh gozasht. davam kard. vali khosh gozasht. goft dige hichi nemigam, goftam nagi namardie. goftam begoo vali entezar nadashte bash oon joor ke mikhay man zendegi konam. goftam yadam mire bozorg shodi... are hagh dari ke entekhab haye khodeto koni... man mikham har chi man nadashtam to dashte bashi, har tajrobeye talkhi man dashtam to nadshte bashi, har eshtebahi kardam to nakoni.... vali nemishe. adama doost daran tajrobe haye khodeshoon o dashte bashan. eshkale man ine ke bish az had dooset daram. pedareto dar miaram.
mashallah... man ghadre in ne'mat ro ham midunam...
doost dashte shodan, doost dashtan.... hichi baalaa tar azash nist.
mashallah... in pesar ajab ghandi shode! man behesh migam ghandi ghandi! negah mikone o mikhande, bahash harf ke mizani ghashang tavajoh mikone... mashallah. doost dashtam yavashaki begiram becheloonamesh... nakardam vali...
too ye rah ke dashtam miraftam a good looking guy asked me out... he sent a note saying "you look beautiful"... the whole thing was pretty funny and i laughed off his invitation. later i thought to myself i should have talked properly... but i didn't. the whole thing was a joke.
tooye rahe bargasht, baghal dastim rooze bood, be london ke residim rooze-ash ro baz kard. nemidunam che joori rooze bood... mage mosafer rooze migire? bazi ha vaghan az on taraf e boom mioftan payeen. khosham nemiad.
ghabl az in ke beram north ham... dashtam faghat adat mikardam be in ke bargashtam... be in ke inja dobare london e...
va man ghadre london o zendegie injam ro midunam.
ghablesh tehran....
khodaye man ajab tajrobeyee bood. khodaya shokret ke in mogheyeeat o dar ekhtiaram gozashti... man bozorg shodam too in safar. ba koli tajrobe o energy bargashtam. ba ye outlook e jadid be zendegi. ba ye barname ye jadid. ba ye shenakht e jadid az khodam.
khodaya man ghadre rooz hayee ke gozasht ro midunam.
khoda ya shokret... khodaya sad hezar martabe shokret...
man oomadam. man injam. khodaya shokret.
khoda ya movazebam bash. kheili behem ehtiaj daram. khodaya baham bash.
x me
p.s. mim se... nemiyay london? miss u!
song playing in my head: "i hope you know i hope you know... it's got nothing to do with you... it's personal..." fergie - big girls don't cry
by: FRMS at 22:42 |
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smiling, fr , never forget, its time, thumbs up
oomadam!
by: FRMS at 21:43 |
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tired, smiling, fr , thumbs up
dirooz, kolle dirooz, ye aramesh e khase khoobi dasht. ye aramesh e khoobi ke fekr mikardam dige nakhaham dasht. enghadr khoshhal shodam ke hanooz bood!
dirooz behem hichi nagoft ke cheghadr dir kardam, hichi bad akhlaghi nakard. mesl e hamishe khosh akhagh o khande roo bood.
dirooz.... rooze aroomi bood. hava kheili sard bood, bad az zohr too raah e khoone kheili be khodam pichidam, be khosoos ke hanooz ye kam mooham khis bood... too dele khodam migoftam baz emshab ta mikonam!
tamam e bad az zohr e dirooz o ye sar dard e najoor dashtam, khabidam, ghaza khordam, ghors khordam vali fayde nadasht.
shab ke shod, ba khodam fekr kardam, ma ozorg shodim va hame chimoon avaz shode... hamin joori ham hey avaz mishe... cheghadr khoob ke hame chi hey avaz mishe.
man dishab rahat khabidam.
sobh ke bidar shodam, az panjere ye nime baz e otagham ye nasim e kheili khoob mioomad, hava aftabi bood, ye joori ke too delam goftam beram biroon for a run! vali mel s ehamishe kheili tanbal boodam.
emrooz man taghriban hich kare khasi nakardam. ba ham neshastim ghaza khorddim bad ham say kardim pro-eng e ahmagh o install konim, ke hanooz ham ke hanooze nashode va mano hesabi dare hers mide... dashte bash ke alan saat 2 e sobhe!!!! akhe program az in bi mani tar ham vojood dare akhe?
bad az zohr, behem strand yad dadi... kheili aroom kheili mehraboon.
emrooz ham kheili rooz e aroomi bood. kheili mehraboon boodi. kheili kam harf zadim, vali khoob bood. hichi nadashtim ke begim, vali khoob bood. hichi hamo nadidim, vali khoob bood. aroom bood, va aramesh hamishe khoobe.
emrooz ye barname rizi e khieli vague kardim. vase dars khoondan. natije mide!
emrooz koli ba maman khandidim :)
khoda ya shokret!
khoda ya sad hezar martabe shokret!
farda...
farda kheili kar daram.
dobare, tanbali tatil.
dirooz behem hichi nagoft ke cheghadr dir kardam, hichi bad akhlaghi nakard. mesl e hamishe khosh akhagh o khande roo bood.
dirooz.... rooze aroomi bood. hava kheili sard bood, bad az zohr too raah e khoone kheili be khodam pichidam, be khosoos ke hanooz ye kam mooham khis bood... too dele khodam migoftam baz emshab ta mikonam!
tamam e bad az zohr e dirooz o ye sar dard e najoor dashtam, khabidam, ghaza khordam, ghors khordam vali fayde nadasht.
shab ke shod, ba khodam fekr kardam, ma ozorg shodim va hame chimoon avaz shode... hamin joori ham hey avaz mishe... cheghadr khoob ke hame chi hey avaz mishe.
man dishab rahat khabidam.
sobh ke bidar shodam, az panjere ye nime baz e otagham ye nasim e kheili khoob mioomad, hava aftabi bood, ye joori ke too delam goftam beram biroon for a run! vali mel s ehamishe kheili tanbal boodam.
emrooz man taghriban hich kare khasi nakardam. ba ham neshastim ghaza khorddim bad ham say kardim pro-eng e ahmagh o install konim, ke hanooz ham ke hanooze nashode va mano hesabi dare hers mide... dashte bash ke alan saat 2 e sobhe!!!! akhe program az in bi mani tar ham vojood dare akhe?
bad az zohr, behem strand yad dadi... kheili aroom kheili mehraboon.
emrooz ham kheili rooz e aroomi bood. kheili mehraboon boodi. kheili kam harf zadim, vali khoob bood. hichi nadashtim ke begim, vali khoob bood. hichi hamo nadidim, vali khoob bood. aroom bood, va aramesh hamishe khoobe.
emrooz ye barname rizi e khieli vague kardim. vase dars khoondan. natije mide!
emrooz koli ba maman khandidim :)
khoda ya shokret!
khoda ya sad hezar martabe shokret!
farda...
farda kheili kar daram.
dobare, tanbali tatil.
by: FRMS at 01:16 |
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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! ps new yr new tags!!!
shod rooze sevvom e sal!!
Jan 1st
all the happy new year messages - and there, after an hour THE text. watch the fireworks and think how i wish i were there. and i think next year, next year, i'm not gonna miss anything, i'm not gonna think of all the i wish's but rather, i will be there and i will live it.
some kind of light at the end
stoned, forgetful and thin
i'm drinking what used to be sin
and touching the edge of her skin
you make me smile!
the friend who is there. the friend who wanted to be there so much. the friend who gives so much and expects nothing. the friend who calls and talks and is so nice makes you wanna cry. but i smile. i feel happy. and content. i am happy and content. and he teaches me how being content is beyond everything else, it's a peaceful state of mind and heart. and i think of "sokoon".
the morning after, the day we all go shopping separately. the day we buy things, similar things, separately. but it feels as if we walk together, hand in hand maybe even. just not. the cowboy; the poison; the perfume; and no matter what the situation, i recognize armani!!!!
the day i did nothing but feel good! the day i did nothing but take care of me, of the house, do things i hadn't done in a while. the day i didn't study. i didn't do anything about applications either. the day i was lazy. and this is the start of the year!!!! it wasn't supposed to be like this; but no complaints.
today:
, 
, shopping, cowboy, 
Jan 2nd
struggle to wake up, to do the dishes, to shower, to eat, to get ready, to leave, to walk towards destination, about an hour late. he smiles, he is not annoyed. we talk. we go shopping, we go home. we talk about home and what the houses there look like. and i think of all the houses there were and are not any more. and i think of that specific house i called home: when would that cease to be???
the afternoon of fun, excitement and joy. eat laugh sleep watch tv muffins grapes
the night, talk of all that there was some ten years ago, laugh wholeheartedly...
the day i did no work, no studies.
i have a cold.
today:, smile would be an understatement, pretty, 
,
Jan 1st
all the happy new year messages - and there, after an hour THE text. watch the fireworks and think how i wish i were there. and i think next year, next year, i'm not gonna miss anything, i'm not gonna think of all the i wish's but rather, i will be there and i will live it.
some kind of light at the end
stoned, forgetful and thin
i'm drinking what used to be sin
and touching the edge of her skin
you make me smile!
the friend who is there. the friend who wanted to be there so much. the friend who gives so much and expects nothing. the friend who calls and talks and is so nice makes you wanna cry. but i smile. i feel happy. and content. i am happy and content. and he teaches me how being content is beyond everything else, it's a peaceful state of mind and heart. and i think of "sokoon".
the morning after, the day we all go shopping separately. the day we buy things, similar things, separately. but it feels as if we walk together, hand in hand maybe even. just not. the cowboy; the poison; the perfume; and no matter what the situation, i recognize armani!!!!
the day i did nothing but feel good! the day i did nothing but take care of me, of the house, do things i hadn't done in a while. the day i didn't study. i didn't do anything about applications either. the day i was lazy. and this is the start of the year!!!! it wasn't supposed to be like this; but no complaints.
today:
, , shopping, cowboy, Jan 2nd
struggle to wake up, to do the dishes, to shower, to eat, to get ready, to leave, to walk towards destination, about an hour late. he smiles, he is not annoyed. we talk. we go shopping, we go home. we talk about home and what the houses there look like. and i think of all the houses there were and are not any more. and i think of that specific house i called home: when would that cease to be???
the afternoon of fun, excitement and joy. eat laugh sleep watch tv muffins grapes
the night, talk of all that there was some ten years ago, laugh wholeheartedly...
the day i did no work, no studies.
i have a cold.
today:
, smile would be an understatement, pretty, , by: FRMS at 09:40 |
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